Purchased a gate on line and could not put back together. My humpty dumpty purchase…they said, “No tools needed” when she ordered it. Yeah, right!
Counting all the parts
Screws, washers, thingamajigs
It still does not fit!
(c) Tournesol ’19/09/04
Poetry ~ Waka
Purchased a gate on line and could not put back together. My humpty dumpty purchase…they said, “No tools needed” when she ordered it. Yeah, right!
Counting all the parts
Screws, washers, thingamajigs
It still does not fit!
(c) Tournesol ’19/09/04
Afternoon amblers
First day of school is out
Making it back home
Squeaky new runners
Smell of pineapple shampoo
Exhaling fresh mint
Half empty backpacks
So many new faces – still,
Walking home alone
Feel the excitement
Shiny newness of the day
Hope hangs in the air
© Tournesol ‘19/09/03
Labour Day Haibun Sept 2 2019
Labour Day makes her reminisce. School around the corner, many hoping for a better year. Some are anxious to meet old friends and make new ones. Others wary and dread to walk alone in those busy halls filled with hundreds who ignore them. Taunting and bullying is sometimes better than feeling non-existent.
Teachers worry too. Will they have what they need to help their students? Will they get the support? Will they be able to keep their head above waters sometimes boiling with oppositioins? And then there are some who look forward to feed the hungry minds or help a student find their path and thirst for even more.
Parents running around, trying to find the extra dollars for this and that. Another pair of shoes, pants that are too short…growing children and teens, all their needs and then desires. Will they all be met?
Trying to balance work and family and school demands…such a busy time. Dreading for that first phone call, hoping for something new and positive.
Jody’s first day of kindergarten, Mommy walking home, a tear upon her cheek.
Daycares singing, shouting, playing…rooms of so many new playmates!
Empty shopping malls
Deserted streets
Workers’ day of rest
Even nature rests
Clouds that spill on tired lawns
Trees bow in thanks
Youths play distracted
Excited, anxious, worried
A new school year
A new school year
Anticipating bullies
Finding a new friend
First day of school
Etched with cool graffiti
Teens’ brand new notebook
Learning something new
Adapted to your unique style
Needs are met- at last!
© Tournesol ’19-09-02
Daily Moments – September 2 2019

Soft whimpering
Arms reaching to the sky
Into Mommy’s arms
Soft whimpering
Your sleepy time ritual
Tossing and turning
Arms reaching to the sky
Eyes beg to be held
Daddy’s little girl
Into Mommy’s arms
Held you selfishly – rarely
Wanting to share you
Love,
Mom xxx
Happy birthday to my baby girl!!
Feeling grateful
Reading with cat on my lap
Harmony at best
© Tournesol ‘19/08/27
http://butismileanyway.com/2019/08/27/ronovanwrites-weekly-haiku-poetry-prompt-challenge-268-gratitude-harmony/


After spending a relaxing day reading, she decided to prepare her dinner. Looking in the fridge, she was lacking inspiration. Groceries were in need, she sighed, yet she wanted to wait since she had busted her budget already two weeks ago. She found broccoli stems she had saved, a bag of baby carrots, left over small potatoes that would spoil soon and of course her trusty jar of minced garlic. Looking up at her vegetable and fruit basket hanging next to the pantry, she took two onions.
She fried the garlic, then onions then filled the pot with water and the chopped vegetables added several heaping tablespoons of beef bouillon, adding spices here and there and let it come to a boil. Of course she added Worcestershire sauce…it was one staple in her recipes along with a dash or two or three of curry. She stirred, adding more spices but thought she might wait a while to allow the ingredients to savour the concoction she was making. She preferred to call it ETF (Empty The Fridge) soup. But in the past few months there was less and less to empty. Her fridge was sparse and that was partly trying to follow her more humble budget and also she was tired of throwing away food if she had not got around to cook. Living alone means not over buying and calculating just enough “in case” family drop by. Although, her timing was never that great either in those instances. She tried to keep some things she had cooked in the freezer since she usually cooked enough for at least eight persons.
She stirred the bubbling vegetable liquid and lowered the heat to simmer. She realized she needed to add more water so she transferred the pot to a bigger pot and then she added lentils she had rinsed several times to the stock. As she added a few more dashes of this and that, she could not help but think of her GrandMaman. How she wished she would have been more interested in cooking as a young adult and spent more time cooking with her. She saw her cook as a teenager but once she married and left home, she rarely watched her do her magic in the kitchen. She was such an amazing cook too. The only thing she got down almost perfect was her turkey dressing. And that was just by tasting, adding this and that and tasting over and over until it tasted like Christmas a long long time ago growing up.
She stirred absent mindedly, rapt in her thoughts that brought her back in time. Perhaps that was why cooking was so comforting for many people.
swirls of broth
waves in a tin pool
bubbling with stories
listening to her old stories
turn of the last century
washboards and lye soap
horses pulling bread and milk
times of yore
© Tournesol ‘19/08/27
autumn
turns the page
birds fly away
another season
leaves are falling one by one
saying goodbye
(c) Tournesol '19/08/26
Daily Moments Aug 26 2019 au revoir
where has all the passion gone?
values and ideals
pushing you forward
once upon a time
you made a difference
where are you now?
ads boasting
a cause
a service
actors pretending to care
where has all the passion gone?
hungry children
desperate mothers
parents searching answers
ALL
represent our future
where is all the help?
I can’t help notice
posts on social networks
where agencies show off their deeds
I recognize some of these people
and wonder,
Do they really fucking care?
If they were paid just a little less
would they still be so impressed?
I look at ads and articles
media coverage of this and that
important people
acting like they care
they have a cause that counts
but is that just an act?
What drives these people
IF it’s true?
can dollars barter with passion?
what drives people to act and help?
what truly motivates?
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Funny how insulated one becomes when confined indoors. Insulated rather than isolated because it feels safe. Only the hum of her air purifier and soft snores of her cat keep her company. Looking out the window, leaves flutter with life, birds communicate from tree to tree and yet here, it’s like a different world. It’s safe here and no expectations from anyone.
She was up most of the night coughing and once that was calmed temporarily, little hammers started doing their thing just to make her life less boring. She finally managed to sleep a few more hours in the morning and her hacking cough startled even her. Another week before any doctor would consider giving her medication or believe that her lungs were clogged. She could hear a rumble when she inhaled and a faint whistle from her chest when she exhaled. She wasn’t too worried but annoyed that it had been disturbing her sleep all week.
Fortunately, she had been on vacation this passed week, so rest was the main remedy and she took advantage of that.
a different world
moving outside her window
rushing here and there
I spy with my little eye
on this side of the glass
© Tournesol ’19-08-23
It is tragic when depression wraps a person so tight with layers and layers of prickly wool. A person falls victim to that predator who distorts their lens and forges their vision seeing no way out.
lost in the darkness
never sees the right bend
veiled from the light
lost in the darkness
never thought there was help
suffering alone
never seeing the right bend
turned to the left
that cul-de-sac
veiled from the light
obscurity snickers
`til that last breath
© Tournesol ’16/05/10
Daily Moments ~ tragic loss May 10 2016