finch flies up the tree
dedication caught the worm
hatchlings surrender
© Tournesol ’16-05-24
Poetry ~ Waka
finch flies up the tree
dedication caught the worm
hatchlings surrender
© Tournesol ’16-05-24

scent of lilacs
stops her in her tracks
end of shift reward
scent of lilacs
greetings
on the left
stops her in her tracks
savouring
nature’s fragrance
end of shift reward
following her up above
orange moon
(c) Tournesol’16-05-23
Daily Moments May 23, 2016
awakening
galloping above carelessly
hammers to my head
awakening
run with reckless abandon
innocent children
galloping above carelessly
but, if only –
it was outside
hammers to my head
pounding tauntingly
tools I now despise
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if only
indoor sounds sang
like starlings
©Tournesol’16-05-21
Daily Moments May 21 2016 painful preludes Troiku
taken by surprise
mirror mirror on the wall
sure do need a nap!
©Tournesol ’16/05/20

in the midst of dreams
angels on fluffy clouds
rude awakening
rude awakening
like wings of a hummingbird
heart beats
heart beats
sounds of a woodpecker
busy as a bee
busy as a bee
surely productive – with an
early rise
early rise
despite the buzzer from hell
mornings pedal best
mornings pedal best
at least the cat did sleep
midday nap sounds good
©Tournesol ’16/05/20
Daily Moments May 20 2016 ~ buzzer from hell
as the sun rises
chanting in harmony
hope for world peace
dew drops of promise
maranta slowly opens
©Tournesol ’16/05/20
Latifa Prayer, line 2 “I desire”
Our host has written:
silent prayer
reaches for heaven
sunflowers bloom
© Chèvrefeuille
Desires of youths is to be loved and accepted, somehow to feel they fit in. One grows into human wants and desires and always co-existing with being loved. And yet, to love and give love is so easy…to hold, to embrace either a friend, a child or a lover but without that affection from a lover, I am happier alone. I can fulfill this desire by giving in so many ways…embracing a crying youth on the phone or a good friend.
My desire to see my children happy and content is still strong although I know it is out of my control but still…and to some day have a two books published of my short stories and poetry to give to my children so they have something of me…speaking from my heart, my soul and in my voice.
morning dawn
rousing singing sparrows
bid the muse goodnight
time to rest a spell before
the sun reaches high noon
©Tournesol’16/05/19
I did write until dawn this morning so this shall be my Daily Moments as well.
As early as I can remember, times I just knew I did exist was looking at my mother’s face beam at me. I felt alive and at one with her then. I think that period is different for everyone but the symbiosis was powerful between my mother and me. I never questioned my existence in her presence.
reflection of me
in those hazel eyes
I am perfect
I am not sure when I felt separate. As I understood more about G-d and The Eucharist (communion) again, I felt connected and not separate. I used to feel a warmth or glow so intense after communion, it made me weep…
if He exists
then and only then
am I
Later in my adult life, learning various imageries and meditation starting with mindful breathing, I chose two imageries to form one which I have been doing for decades that make me feel free of the clutters of worry and stress …then I begin to exist.
each breath
urging through the darkness
fuels surrender
each breath
pure air
gives life
urging through the darkness
the spirit
grows
fuels surrender
emerge above the surface
like a lotus
© Tournesol’16/05/19
Episode 2, The Latifa Prayer “I exist” at Carpe Diem Haiku Kai
I had never heard of this prayer…Latifa but I have heard of similar meditative affirmations. For days I thought about the entire prayer and tried to experience it. So I looked further and found two sites that explained how to experience praying by articulating these words of the Latifa Prayer:
I exist
I desire
I hope
I believe and I trust
I let go
I love
I am prepared
Our host includes background information on this prayer, here.
I was so captivated by these words that I did a little research myself because I wanted to actually experience saying these words out loud, feeling them from my centre and so I took three mindful breaths from my belly. I took each word and thought about what it meant after reading this blog here which later brought me to the Happenz Blog and then I saw a post on the Gayatri mantra which is one of my favourite mantras I even purchased last year and listen to often on my phone and MP-3.
The one on Youtube lasts for two hours and sometimes I play it all afternoon at home with the sounds calming my entire apartment. I can see my cat is even affected by it. When I found this mantra lI did not know what the Sanskrit words meant in English but still, it lifted my spirit and made me feel a special energy filled with love for Our Creator. I am sure I am not conveying the mixed emotions I feel but it is like wanting to scream from the top of a mountain the love you have for the Divine.
Later today, I read the second post on the Latifa Prayer and realized the prayer is broken down and I was not expected to write a haiku on each line of this prayer. Now I know why I did not always do well on tests…I don’t always interpret the instructions very well.
And so, I am back to listening to Deva Premal chant Gayatri mantra to be inspired…I have the words and translation in my I-Phone which I will share here:
Devi Gayatri
ॐ भूर्भुवः स्वः
तत्सवितुर्वरेण्यं ।
भर्गो देवस्य धीमहि
धियो यो नः प्रचोदयात् ॥
Om Bhuur-Bhuvah Svah
Tat-Savitur-Varennyam |
Bhargo Devasya Dhiimahi
Dhiyo Yo Nah Pracodayaat ||
Meaning:
1: Om, (that Divine Illumination which Pervades the) Bhu Loka (Physical Plane, Consciousness of the Physical Plane), Bhuvar Loka (Antariksha or Intermediate Space, Consciousness of the Prana) and Swar Loka (Swarga, Heaven, Consciousness of the Divine Mind),
2: On that Savitur (Divine Illumination) which is the Most Adorable (Varenyam), …
3: … and which is of the nature of Divine Effulgence (Bhargo Devasya), I meditate,
4: May that Divine Intelligence (Dhiyah) Awaken (Pracodyat) our (Spiritual Consciousness).
Meditate on the glory of the Creator, Who has created the Universe. Whis worthy of Worship; Who is the embodiment of Knowledge and Light; Who is the remover of Sin and Ignorance. May He open our hearts and enlighten our Intellect.
Our host’s contribution:
dervishes whirling
– seeking a higher consciousness
third eye opens
© Chèvrefeuille
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Here is my troiku
nestlings listen
robin sings bedtime stories
once upon a time
nestlings listen
dusk wafts a soft breeze,
nuzzle closer
robin sings bedtime stories
remembering her mother’s
song of creation
once upon a time
there was darkness and, He said,
“Let there be light”
©Tournesol ’16/05/19